Odd week

What an odd week!

I had a fever on Monday and went to a big job interview on Thursday still feeling the residual symptoms. Then today, on Friday, I went whale watching.

Not too many people have that combination of things combined into five consecutive days.

I learned a lot about gumption, good impressions, and positivity this week. :)

"Somedays"

These days, I normally feel very at peace with where my life is at now. Not "happy" with it, per say, but OK with it knowing what the significance of it is and knowing it's not a permanent state.

But every now and then I think of just how many "somedays" are hanging over my head and I feel sad again.

Not so pointless

I know it sounds really strange- when it became 2013, all of the sudden I felt very at peace with all that has been happening (or NOT happening) with me for the past 6 months. I haven't felt sad about my unemployed state and I seemed to have this newly refreshed optimism. I came to appreciate all that I've learned and had the opportunity to realize about myself and what I want during this time that felt like a pointless limbo. I realize now that this was an important time and perhaps I will someday look back and think of how significant it was for me to pave the way into the future in my own way.

After all- that's how I've always done things right! My own way. The way that felt like a true, natural progression to me.

I've been having odd conversations with people who don't seem to understand. They think I wavered or gave up. I didn't.

Good timing, too, it seems as though it is about time to move onto the next phase of life. Things are finally started to begin to fall into place.

The feeling I have right now is gratitude.

(My sentences feel choppy...)